The Coincidence Which Makes Us Miss Each Other

The day before yesterday, I did not turn on my cell phone until noon. A few minutes later, a text message appears and reads as “I am visiting Beijing to deal with some business and will leave soon once finishing it. There is not enough time to meet up with each other in such rush trip.” The words was sent by Venus, someone whom I have not thought of for a long time until several days ago Dr. phoned her in front of me, and whom I just fantasized I made love with in the midmorning on that very day.

I got to admit that I still have some special feelings for her. She is the only girl who has really attracted me. Unfortunately, on a special night when she asked me whether I loved her, I hesitated for seconds and kept silence. Soon she came to a conclusion, “you just think that why not accepting all these things in terms of your single status, right?” I do not know what was wrong with me at the moment. Ironically, after our breakup, I did become eager to confess myself to her. But it was late and she rejected my pursuit. I think that sometimes I am just too slow to understand myself and to respond appropriately toward fantastic opportunities.

Once I read her message, I just replied with some short words to express my regret for no time to meet. She then sent another text message to tell me that she used to call me this morning to see if we could have a lunch together but my cell phone disconnected. At the moment, she was already having her meal. I typed words as “It is OK, because we will still meet each other in Wu Tai Mountain.” Actually, I did not really want to meet her on that very day because I am not in good condition. Thus, it might be a good idea to meet next time. Later on, I went to her blog to leave some words for her.

It was coincidental not only that I received her message just after I thought of her on that day, but also that I was not prepared well to meet her on that very day and I unintentionally turned on my cell phone late, resulting in we missed meeting each other. No matter what, I am still looking forward to our reunion.